I Fear...

...inadequacy. I'm scared that I will be judged for my flaws and for what I cannot do.

I often wonder how my peers see me...what they say behind my back. I'm afraid that one day, my darling girl will wake up to find that I am no longer the man that she fell in love with.

I fear that one day...being Me, just isn't good enough anymore. That living life contently is no longer enough.
I was raised a simple child...with simple needs. I just hope life works itself out, cuz for the love of me, I still feel lost.

I am torn between my duty as eldest son, as a boyfriend, a mentor, a student, a friend.

I have so many paths ahead...and I am so lost right now. I just can't figure it out.